... Was I needed to make a life living?...
"Oh Alan! It's been along time! Yeah of course I remember you, but I'm so sorry for being too late to recognize your face...". I hold his hands, they were cold of sweats. "Farewell Jane! This is my home, it's not good enough, but it's still comfort for living, right?". He stared at me, but I looked around. "Yeah, I think so". "Let's go inside, it's too cold here!". He pulled me, I felt like a toy and too weak. Then he served me some drinks and also gave me a big piece chocolate cake. He, himself was looking at me, his eyes showed no cruel anymore. I knew that it was uncomfort, but I didn't wanna hurt him. "Sorry Alan, I need to go home now, I know it's Christmas, but I really wanna be in my home". "I got it, I got it! Okay I drive you home, agree?". "Yeah...".
"Bye!". "Bye!". He left, being so lonely again. I walked to my room, I took my lovely Bart and he still smiled. "What a boring life it is! You know, I was taken by someone I really forgot and now he's being my true follower!". I push his nose, and he just smiled. "I'm fed up of Hanna, I mean 'act like I like her' and now there's a problem appears". "What?!". "Use him?".....

I don't know what to say, but I need to really thank God. It's been a long time since I couldn't open my email account. At that time I felt so regret, I thought I couldn't make the new one, cause most of the stories I'd written were here. I know that I'm the stupid one, but if I write it first on my laptop, the idea hardly come. I will post it later, later and later until I forgot it. Hmm, I feel so relieve now. :)