It's okay to be the number you like, every person has a free choice and nobody can take control on yourself. In life there always be someone that thousand times better than you, it's just it is. I know the feeling to be the number 2, 3 and 1. I feel the number one because I'm the first child of my mother, I feel the number two when there's noone hears me and I always feel the number three when I wanna disappear. You and me will never know who will we be, we just plan and imagine that maybe one day we'll do something we really wanted and be the one that we dreamed.
What will you do to fulfill your ambition? Being crazy about it... and getting somehurts when know that we can't always get what we want, but remember everything we have and we get that's the best for us, though people say that is just nothing. And don't forget that getting somehurts also teach us to be better better and better through a painful way. Keep your dream and try to reach it, but still unforget to stop when it starts to change you into bad.
About the number one, hmmm... do you thing that's the best number? I don't think so, because that's just a number and a number can't measure anything the best in yourself such as happiness, kindness and friendliness. Actually when we learn hard we'll get something better, and that's all (psst I have a history daily test today, hope me we'll success). : D