I don’t know why, but I really hate something crowded? It bothers me so. I know that there’s something wrong with me. I think that I’m not kind of ordinary teenagers, I don’t like going out of my house, I rather like to stay in and read some books. I don’t like having  boyfriend, I think it’s just like prisone our self in a complication relation that has no reason to be protected. In the truth I’ve ever felt in love with some guys but with the time passing, it disappeared. Someitmes I feel so lonely in this world, but then I know maybe it’s the best for me. I love to correct my self by thinking something deeper and deeper, until I realize what the use of its. I rarely have a problem with my friends because the number of mine is less than 5. I don’t know what’s the mean of having friends? I think they just use me to reach their destination. Like if they want to get a good mark in daily test, they cheat on me. I don’t want to give it, but I can’t. Because they will hate me and try to kick me out of class. So, it just for making me save of them. Is that so funny? Yes of course, yeah they laugh at me and say that I’m a good friend but in their own heart I’m just a looser. I’m not too stupid to understand if I’m nothing in their eyes. Do you ever feel like me? Maybe your own world is so perfect or I’m wrong again? I know that every person in this crazy world has their own problem. But don’t they know that their problem will make them grow to be more understand what’s the mean of their life. I know that there’s a little person who may really know me. But I can’t guess who is she or he? Perhaps my mother can tell me who really I am, I’m just aan ordinary girl but not an ordinary teengers. I have my own world that noone can’t enter it. In the real world, my world has  different way to show me the right things. Sometimes the truth is hiding in the darkness, in the place that we can’t see. And that’s all I am, every person always has a unique side.